请你明白！

当我觉得我在做出对的选择时，请你支持我。
宿舍活动跟你比较起来，谁会认为宿舍活动比男朋友更重要？
距离、时差，我已经很难适应了。
我可以调整我的时间来等你，因为我想你了。
我了解你也可以调整时间来配合我，因为你明白我的处境。

为什么只有配合才能维持？
我们就照着原本的计划进行，那不就是可以了吗？
为什么要我用那短短两小时的相处时间来配合宿舍活动，而不是一大堆的宿舍活动来配合我们的相处时间？？？
我很不明白！
如果你真的认为我们应该牺牲相处时间让我去参与宿舍活动，那我可以失踪一整天。

我相信这篇文章看在别人眼里，觉得我没有责任感兼幼稚。
但，请站在我的立场想想！
其实别人懂不懂，我也无所谓。
我不想顾虑那么多。
我只想要你明白。
当我等了你一小时，你却开口叫我去参与活动。
我该做出什么反应？
如果时间可以这样浪费，那我一开始就不必等！

我讨厌这学期！

To my mum

At the end of the day, I'm spending my time alone in this lonely night.
Playing love songs, staring on laptop, thinking of the future...
There is nothing else to do in this late night besides thinking of the future.
Everything seems so tough to me.
If you think I always strong enough to face every obstacles in my life, today I gonna prove to you that you're wrong.
I'm not the one like you expect.
I'm a girl, a girl same like others.
Nothing special...
When the time to laugh, I'll laugh.
When the time to cry, I'll cry.
I just need your support, please stay with me when I need you and don't stop me to do what I want.
(Shedding tears)
What I want right now is not your stubborn.
I just want you listen to me... Listen to what my heart, my mind and my soul whispering.
After go through arguments and at the end......
I'm disappointed!!!
I'm not really happy with the ending yet I still have to obey.
So called life? A-ha~
What a sarcasm!